<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10850698</id><updated>2011-04-22T11:56:54.658+08:00</updated><title type='text'>My (dis)Appointments</title><subtitle type='html'></subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>arieS.X.ander</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01532566500012005575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>7</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10850698.post-110977540998748231</id><published>2005-03-02T22:39:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-03-02T22:56:49.990+08:00</updated><title type='text'>the Curse of the black requirement, part 4</title><content type='html'>Captain's log:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Back here again, hustling around to scuffle for the cure. Losses at the front line... Energy falling... My sight is failing from staring at the computer screen, typing the words and figures that only insanity can compare.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As the days pass, my body is getting weaker and thinner, and my mind is becoming clouded with fear. The curse is taking effect in me!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I was to face the day without the support of money... but the only thing I need is time! and TIME is what we do not have...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;From dawn, unfinished work becomes a timebomb... Trigonometry became a turbulent fight against fear, since we were caught unprepared. This inflicted several casualties... but what's worse is the helmed horror: a skit left unattended became the dagger that struck my throat...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Unable to eat lunch, I struggle against hunger and pain to keep my spirit alive. Endurance... endurance... until the break of relief came. Or was is the start of the long battle?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The predicament of the Feasibility Study becomes true... delays! deadly delays! A power failure at my comrade's place already put us in a losing battle. Even worse, new deals have made nights longer... and longer...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The scramble continues even into this hour. In the fourth night, it was becoming clear now... the hunt for the cure was almost at hand! Comrades, we are going to get that cure!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;VIVA de los RUA!&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10850698-110977540998748231?l=stadtisradiated.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/feeds/110977540998748231/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=10850698&amp;postID=110977540998748231' title='3 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110977540998748231'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110977540998748231'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/2005/03/curse-of-black-requirement-part-4.html' title='the Curse of the black requirement, part 4'/><author><name>arieS.X.ander</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01532566500012005575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>3</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10850698.post-110968468960695555</id><published>2005-03-01T21:21:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-03-01T21:44:49.606+08:00</updated><title type='text'>the Curse of the black requirement, part 3</title><content type='html'>"Wherever there is triumph, there is always the enemy"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Those were the words that struck me as the day straggles on. As the battle continues, more people become aware of the situation...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;A lot of comrades asked for aid in this balance of life and death... The dark forces keep on marching in, and the key to the curse is still out of reach!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;God bless and aid us all...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Day 3 passes by, and hope fades away... and everything else seemed to crumble into oblivion...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10850698-110968468960695555?l=stadtisradiated.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/feeds/110968468960695555/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=10850698&amp;postID=110968468960695555' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110968468960695555'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110968468960695555'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/2005/03/curse-of-black-requirement-part-3.html' title='the Curse of the black requirement, part 3'/><author><name>arieS.X.ander</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01532566500012005575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10850698.post-110958321900228516</id><published>2005-02-28T17:30:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-02-28T17:35:04.120+08:00</updated><title type='text'>the Curse of the black requirement, part 2</title><content type='html'>A day has passed... and our lifelines went shorter...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The curse has taken toll on several of my comrades...&lt;br /&gt;Dars... Hans... and Marty to name a few...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;They are acting differently...&lt;br /&gt;They think into a different context...&lt;br /&gt;They have broken down into different beings...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;However, there are many who still don't give a care in this world.&lt;br /&gt;Shame...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But time ticks away, and just recenlty a backfire from the Research Project hit me. Another blowback came from the Feasibility Study, and a new obstacle has been seen... the Student's Digest Compilation!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My comrades are struggling to break the curse...&lt;br /&gt;And as I look back into those wasted days, I sigh in regret on how it could have been used better.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And here I am, day two of the final week before the finals, with my comrades battling to break the curse... day after day, hour after hour.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10850698-110958321900228516?l=stadtisradiated.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/feeds/110958321900228516/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=10850698&amp;postID=110958321900228516' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110958321900228516'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110958321900228516'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/2005/02/curse-of-black-requirement-part-2.html' title='the Curse of the black requirement, part 2'/><author><name>arieS.X.ander</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01532566500012005575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10850698.post-110949885127277614</id><published>2005-02-28T10:07:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-02-27T18:07:31.273+08:00</updated><title type='text'>the Curse of the black requirement</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;'ika nga...&lt;br /&gt;"And now... the end is near... and so I face... the final curtain..."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As the finals are approaching, the fuze is running short...&lt;br /&gt;and so here comes the day of reckoning... with the CURSE OF THE BLACK REQUIREMENT!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is the curse that is put on all students. This is the curse, in which the person won't be cleared for the year... and has a tremendous effect on senior students like me!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The past few days blazed past, and I battled fiercely to break the curse...&lt;br /&gt;but days turn into hours. hours turn into minutes... and time seems to run short as each day passes!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As for now, I.T. would have been not a problem, and CAE is as good as done! Shop Practice is also done, but there is still one more project standing tall...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The humungus Feasibility Study for Economics!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Again, the mother of all projects haunt my dreams, my thoughts, and my life... My subconscious mind is trapped in that dimension... (for the exception... if Noodle doesn't get my ID back, I'd spill his blood and guts!)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The trek continues into the last week before the finals... searching for hope in the quest of breaking the curse...&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10850698-110949885127277614?l=stadtisradiated.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/feeds/110949885127277614/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=10850698&amp;postID=110949885127277614' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110949885127277614'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110949885127277614'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/2005/02/curse-of-black-requirement.html' title='the Curse of the black requirement'/><author><name>arieS.X.ander</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01532566500012005575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10850698.post-110915655465304135</id><published>2005-02-24T11:03:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-02-23T19:02:34.653+08:00</updated><title type='text'>Revolt!!!</title><content type='html'>Feeling better... este... bitter...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Another shove, traitor... just another one...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I thought you were a dedicated to the class...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But it turned out to be fake...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;However a simple apology to us all would just do...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and I will apologize too.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10850698-110915655465304135?l=stadtisradiated.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/feeds/110915655465304135/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=10850698&amp;postID=110915655465304135' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110915655465304135'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110915655465304135'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/2005/02/revolt.html' title='Revolt!!!'/><author><name>arieS.X.ander</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01532566500012005575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10850698.post-110866186216919933</id><published>2005-02-18T01:21:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-03-02T19:41:46.100+08:00</updated><title type='text'>a visit to La Consolacion...</title><content type='html'>&lt;span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"&gt;Some things that you want to hear don't come from the usual home...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;This is my lesson learned (and felt) from the interaction at LCCM.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was not my time to shine back then... but I was not complaining!!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Joy could just be within myself and my partner... no one else.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;What the heck? I had just contradicted myself!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, just a step further would be the better choice for me..Don't need to hurry about.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;If it wasn't for this Economics, Physics, and English Project surge, my day could have been better...and I had just pulled out an all-nighter!!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But I thank God that nothing bad happened back there...unlike the previous day...and this day (technically yesterday)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10850698-110866186216919933?l=stadtisradiated.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/feeds/110866186216919933/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=10850698&amp;postID=110866186216919933' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110866186216919933'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110866186216919933'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/2005/02/visit-to-la-consolacion.html' title='a visit to La Consolacion...'/><author><name>arieS.X.ander</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01532566500012005575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-10850698.post-110854751718432474</id><published>2005-02-17T09:50:00.000+08:00</published><updated>2005-02-16T17:51:57.196+08:00</updated><title type='text'>now Karma catches me</title><content type='html'>&lt;div style="text-align: right;"&gt; &lt;div style="text-align: left;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;Is it me or is it Karma??&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;*note... everything happens in chronological order...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;Why does it have to be today when my expenses springs so high so early in the morning?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Why does it have to be today when my stomach messes around?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Why does it have to be today when a friend of mine announces that? &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;(sorry about that... you know who you are, so just apologize, and it will be alright)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Why does it have to be today when everything goes so well the rest of the day, and then my cellphone suddenly screws up for no particular reason???&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;huff...huff...huff... got to catch my breath...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Everything just becomes more intensified...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;need to cool off... but is there a particular reason that these must happen?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;There is only one person who can soothe this... Inside me...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;Even if I am using my younger bro's cellphone... I know that...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;I don't want dejavu...&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-family: verdana;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:180%;"&gt;&lt;span style="font-size:100%;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/div&gt; &lt;span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/10850698-110854751718432474?l=stadtisradiated.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/feeds/110854751718432474/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=10850698&amp;postID=110854751718432474' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110854751718432474'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/10850698/posts/default/110854751718432474'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://stadtisradiated.blogspot.com/2005/02/now-karma-catches-me.html' title='now Karma catches me'/><author><name>arieS.X.ander</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/01532566500012005575</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
